The tendency of our soul ,to go nearer to God and to merge in God finally,is a chain reaction and occurs automatically,spontaneously,because everything of the world is part and parcel of the God only.Our qualities and defects like-worship of the God,truthfulness,honesty, dishonesty,kindness, trustworthiness,being cunning and deceitful etc are admixtures of the reaction, which accelerate or retard or stop the reaction for a while or interrupt the reaction, quantity/volume wise, the goodness or badness available in us as well as to finish/end the evils within us.Because finally every thing of this world and the God has to become the one ,as there can not be two.You will surprise to note that the God is trying for oneness with us,more than us.So we need not worry about ourselves because the God has to accept us sooner or later depending upon the time of the chain reaction,whether we are good or bad .If we are bad then it shall take more time.We may say the chain reaction is the process of screening ,where the lumps or higher size stones are again sent to crusher for grinding, to achieve the desired fineness and segregate the undesired particles.So we must rejoice , whatever we may be, we are of the God,for the God and run by the God.